I was very young when I read "Journal" by Shankho Ghosh.... the first article of it was "Muhurto" (Moment). I was moved by his description... a moment only exists in a moment . I tried to live my life in that way. Live every moment, feel it, because it will never come again..
Most probably this is the reason, when ever I got intimate to any person I always said myself, "Feel this intimacy at this very moment, don't expect it will remain forever" but practically I tried my level best to retain the moment for ever and here comes my confusion.... I feel low.
In a relation, may be a blood relation or not, how its possible that there will be no expectation????? And if there is expectation then how someone could live in moments.... I am really confused.
